Finding Hope

 

I’ve always viewed life from the side lines,

Just watching it passing me by,

In the past I was afraid to just let go,

And too tired to try.

 

I’ve envied the people around me,

So invested in living each day,

While I spent my time hiding from the world,

And searching for ways to escape.

 

For most of my life, I truly believed,

I was here to help somebody else,

But now it’s so clear it was just an excuse.

To avoid living life for myself.

 

It’s sad that our lives and the pain we endure,

Can weaken our strength to move on,

But if we get lost in the scars of our past,

Without knowing our lives will be gone.

 

Its true people are disappointing,

They can turn in the blink of an eye,

But we can’t avoid hurting each other,

When we all want a chance at this life.

 

But there’s something I’ve learned through the wisdom of age,

A truth about all of our lives,

And that is no matter what path we take,

In the end, we just want to survive.

 

So the time has now come to conquer my fears,

To stand up and face a new day,

Let the hurts of my past wash away with my tears,

And stop letting my life slip away.

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Jasmyne 😀

Student Ink IICS Writer

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Finding Hope

 

I’ve always viewed life from the side lines,

Just watching it passing me by,

In the past I was afraid to just let go,

And too tired to try.

 

I’ve envied the people around me,

So invested in living each day,

While I spent my time hiding from the world,

And searching for ways to escape.

 

For most of my life, I truly believed,

I was here to help somebody else,

But now it’s so clear it was just an excuse.

To avoid living life for myself.

 

It’s sad that our lives and the pain we endure,

Can weaken our strength to move on,

But if we get lost in the scars of our past,

Without knowing our lives will be gone.

 

Its true people are disappointing,

They can turn in the blink of an eye,

But we can’t avoid hurting each other,

When we all want a chance at this life.

 

But there’s something I’ve learned through the wisdom of age,

A truth about all of our lives,

And that is no matter what path we take,

In the end, we just want to survive.

 

So the time has now come to conquer my fears,

To stand up and face a new day,

Let the hurts of my past wash away with my tears,

And stop letting my life slip away.

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Jasmyne

Student Ink IICS Writer

Stay Local? Or Is It Greener on The Other Side?

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Admit it; before you decide on the next phase of your life, this is one of the main questions that you’ve asked yourself repeatedly throughout the process. You’ve weighed out the pros and cons, you’ve seek for advice from family members, teachers/lecturers, and even educational counselors. But somehow, you’re still unable to figure out the perfect choice for your own future.

Just like coins, there’s going to be two sides in everything, including this matter. It’s true, studying local does have a lot of pros rather than cons. But, if you look at the future benefits that studying abroad will give to you in the long run, it’s going to overpower most of the cons.

Not sure what these benefits are? Keep on reading!

  1. Explore

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One of the biggest reasons why studying abroad is beneficial for us is because of the opportunity of getting to see the world. You’ll be stepped out of your comfort zone and enter a brand-new country. Imagine all the new culture you’re going to learn and all the new interesting people that you’re going to meet. You’ll also be able to gain more knowledge on these countries rather than just knowing about it through textbooks or through the articles you read.

Also, by studying abroad, you’re not tied to just that one state you’re studying at. Imagine yourself studying at one of the best universities in California. You won’t just be limited to exploring California but on your semester breaks, you could go and get yourself an adventure at neighbouring states such as Mexico or Texas or even Colorado.

How this is going to benefit you in the long run other than gaining yourself all these new memories and adventures? Well, that’s exactly what most employers look for. The fact that you’ve gotten all these experiences and knowledge from your adventures will not only be beneficial for your own personal uses but also for the company, because it shows that you’ve got a sense of maturity, discipline and can be reliable.

2. New Everything

The possibilities are that when you decide to study abroad, it’s the first time you’ll be leaving your home country. So, when you arrive at this new country that you’ve never been in, you’re definitely going to be amazed with all these new cultures, new food, new customs, new traditions, and even new social environment. Everything is going new for you.
From being in these new country, having these new friends and gaining all these new knowledge as well as having a better understanding and insight on another’s culture and religion, you’ll have a better appreciation for other cultures as well as your own. This will also give you an opportunity to see life in a different light.
This can be beneficial in the long run in terms of when you get a job and you’ll be given a task that includes international relations. Instead of just relying heavily on research that you’ve done online, the fact that you’ve experienced it will be a useful tool and can be a big help.

3. Upgrade Language Skills

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 Chances are if you study overseas, one of the major benefits is that you’ll be able to study a foreign language. Studying abroad gives you the opportunity to be exposed to these new knowledge.

Imagine studying somewhere in the UK, which happens to be an English-speaking country. Your only option is to just speak in English. No matter how bad you think your English is, being in this foreign country can really help to improve your language skills over the year. And just because you’re studying in an English-speaking based country, does not mean you won’t be able to pick up other languages as well. Chances are you’ll meet fellow international students, you can gain those other language skills from these new friends.

Again, same situation, when you get to the working world and is given the task where international relation is involved, being able to speak multiple language is a huge plus for you and your company.

4. Networking

 Picture4No matter where you go, you’re always going to meet new people. Studying in a university will you expose to people from various countries which holds various cultures. Studying abroad will increase the chances of meeting more international people. And from there, you can start to build your social network and gain all these new friends, who could turn out to be helpful in the future.

Words are that the coursework for the universities abroad are lighter than the coursework for the universities in Asia. Take the extra time off to go and intern at a company, get a part-time job, or do some volunteer work. These methods can help you to gain professional connections.

Coming back to your home country with a whole lot of connections is definitely going to be beneficial. Having all these connections will help you once you have a job later on. You never know if that girl you worked part-time with now hold a high-ranked position in a muti-billionaire company.

 

There’s a lot more benefits to it rather than just these four. But at the end of the day, it all comes down to you whether you want to continue abroad or stay local. If you’re still having difficulties in making decisions, don’t hesitate to ask your educational counsellor or even just an opinion from a friend.

 

Written By,

Siti Nabilah, Student Ink INTI.

Being Yourself

Is The Best

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I believe that being who you are is the way to live life. To begin with, if you are different person whenever you are with different group of people nobody will know who you really are. Its not bad being yourself, you don’t have to change who you are to fit yourself in society. Even if people don’t like the way you are or your personality then they are not the people who you should be socializing with but if your attitude is really bad and people come up to you and point them out then maybe you should reconsider.

Some how over the rainbow there will be people who can accept you for who you are but it all depends on how good or bad the situation is. This is why I say that being yourself is the best. However, do not run away from your problems putting on a happy mask when you are sad or depressed is just you trying to avoid things and may make things worst, it may be good but sometimes there are people who would want to help you out.  So all I just want to say is believe in yourself and enjoy life because life is like a roller coaster with all its ups and downs so live every second of it. Before I sign off, I’m Alyssa Sta Maria the new Division Head of Student Ink INTI. What is there to know about me? First I like being who I am also I’m an approachable person even if I may not look like it. Hanging out, listening to music especially my favorite genre Korean pop, dancing and lastly writing is what I do most of my free time. One more thing, I also would want you all to anticipate the new batch of creative and amazing writers for student ink which will be working along with me and soon to be revealed.

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In addition, I would like to introduce to you all the new committee members of the Mass Communication Society 2017/2018. I anticipate that this new batch of committee members will be able to make this club an exciting club yet a club that makes people wonder what’s coming up for them. The committee members are people who are wonderful, easy to work with and are like a family. Therefore, this also leads us committee members to make Mass Communication Society(MCS) not only a club where students can commit themselves just for co- curricular points and to fill in free time but to make this society into a family like club that once you are a MCS member, you’ll always be a MCS member. Last but not the least, I would like to thank all the past ex committee members who kept MCS going till today. If I had not found out about this club my college life wouldn’t be as fun and crazy as it is now.

That is all, I hope you enjoyed reading this and there will be more to come.

 

                                      -Alyssa Sta Maria

Student Ink Inti Editor

Stitching yourself at the seams

A piece by Loke J-Han

Living the college life is never easy. Many of times, we hear that they’re going to be the best years of our lives; of self-discovery, a clean slate, the pursuit of our dreams, and getting lost or staying true to ourselves. But it is also true that – these could potentially be the worst years of our lives.

It will eventually boil down to how you decide to see things. Many of us will live the life of instant noodles, sleepless nights, and dirty laundry. Rest assured, it will be one of your most memorable adventures once you’ve gotten through the rough terrain because when the going gets tough, it gets really tough.

You’ll live through doing close to anything to lower your rent or surviving on a pack of biscuits for a whole day. We’ve all been there at some point, and you will too.

At my lowest, and I was sharing a room with 3 other people and was eating once in every two days. That was four years ago. Looking back, I wonder how I was able to survive that.

What made me push myself out of bed every morning? It wasn’t an end goal of any sort. There was no joy in a day and time passed without me knowing. But, that was a long time ago. Now, I am pursuing my Bachelor’s degree as a full-time student whilst working 2 jobs.

Although I’m much busier than before, I’m happier.

The mystery is, I still wonder what actually gets me out of bed every morning.

“You have to”

These were the words that run through my mind when I attempt to begin every morning, with heavy eyes and a restless aching head. Maybe it was the “Chinese” that was drilled into me but I was taught that hard work always pays off. I’m no hard worker by any means. I was always that one kid that was held back or forced to stand outside because he never did his homework. Compared to lots of other people I know, I still consider myself to be quite lazy.

I don’t see myself as brilliant nor articulate but one thing I know is that I am relentless. I’ve come to understand that no one is on the wagon for 24/7 and that you’ll fall off every now and then. Sometimes, you may fall off on Saturday, and again on Monday. It’s not easy, the college life that is. Giving up at any point just isn’t an option and it took me a good 5 years of being at rock bottom for me to figure it out.

“Companionship”

When you look at yourself and see nothing that you can be proud of, you look at others. The people around me are all absolutely amazing and inspirational to me. For them to be able to wake up in the morning, feel motivated, and excited to start the day is a miracle. Watching someone do something they enjoy and create something they’re proud of fills me with joy. When you can’t find your own happiness, share theirs. Be happy for your friends, cheer them on, motivate them and by doing that you might just keep some of that positivity for yourself.

Surround yourself with people who provide you with some form of positive affirmation. Even if it’s something as simple as “You look good today”, or a “Nicely done”. Find people who will laugh with you when you make bad puns. Find people who will try to understand your dark humour and sarcasm. Find people who will make an effort for you, and you should do the same for them.

“It’s okay”

It’s not easy coming to terms with many things. One that’s especially hard is accepting and hopefully, loving ourselves. It’s okay that you might not be as tall as you want to be or as skinny. It’s okay that you have a crooked nose and wrinkles when you laugh. These little quirks are exactly what makes you, you. These little quirks will also be the things that one day, someone will love the most about you. When you’re in love with someone funny enough, it’s all the things they don’t like about themselves that you seem to fall in love with the most. It’s these features that you want them to highlight and to embrace. If you snort while you laugh it’ll be the cutest, funniest, and sweetest thing that they’ve ever heard. It will take some time to get there and it will be a very long journey, but that’s okay.

“Stitching your wounds”

Truth be told, not everyone is going to be with you when you need them the most. A lot of the time, you might be alone. A valuable lesson that I’ve learnt is that we have to be our own protectors and healers. It’s those times at night when you feel like your whole entirety is coming apart from all of the pressure that’s building up inside of you, and you know you’re going to burst. That is the most crucial time to know that it’s up to you, and only you – to find a way to diffuse the pressure as you’ll find yourself completely on your own and alone. You have to learn how to fix yourself, and the best part about it is that once you’ve figured that out, you’re invincible.

“Epilogue”

Honestly, I’m far from figuring anything out myself and I thought that it’d be a good idea to share whatever that I have. Life isn’t the bad guy, it really isn’t. Sometimes it just looks like it is but the truth is, there isn’t a bad guy in every situation. Things get better, they do, but only if you want them to and if you’re doing your best to make that change. Give yourself time, and it’s especially important to understand that everyone learns and changes at different paces. Don’t compare yourself to anybody and put your best foot forward every day.

Life is like the weather. There are sunny days, rainy days, typhoons, and dry spells. And just like the weather we change from season to season. The trick to being happy is finding the joy in all of the days.

Book Review: Carol by Patricia Highsmith

A piece by Ziyan Chow

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One might be reminded of Christmas Carols upon coming across the book, but the title refers to the love interest of the main character, Carol Aird.

Regardless of whether one has heard of this author, Patricia Highsmith is famous for her psychological thrillers in the 1950s. One of them, Carol, initially known as The Price of Salt, was first published in the 1950s under the pseudonym “Claire Morgan”.

The book was Highsmith’s first work revolving on the topic of same-sex relationships.

Set in New York during the 1950s, the book tells the story of the lonely Therese Belivet, who aspires to be a theater set designer. Being with a man she does not love, she finds herself infatuated with Carol, an attractive blond in her early 30s at the toy department store Therese works at.

While Carol may seem to be a happily married woman with an adorable daughter, she is actually in the midst of going through a divorce with her husband, Harge, and the impending separation from her child. Like Therese, Carol finds herself alone.

As time goes by, the strong attachment Therese develops after spending time with Carol turns into something even more which then leads to several complications when Harge secretly hires a private investigator to gain evidence to prove Carol’s sexuality, which could lead to permanent consequences involving Carol’s custody of her daughter.

Will they end up together? We, as readers may find ourselves asking that same burning question at the turn of each page.

I enjoyed the flow of the story that followed a slow pace. The variety of emotions and conflicts that occur between Therese and Carol kept me engaged and curious about the couple’s fate.

Carol is narrated from Therese’s point of view, presenting readers with an intimate understanding of the main character’s development. It can be seen in how much Therese matured from the time she met Carol until the ending. From this, I was able to immerse myself into Therese’s mind through her many encounters and scenarios, as she grows to understand same-sex love and relationships. It is difficult to not be captivated by her introverted persona throughout all of this.

One unique phrase that has been pinned onto my mind is: “Flung out of space” – which Carol says to Therese in how she captivates Carol in a way she had never expected to be.

Carol leaves you with a warm and tingling sensation due to author Patricia Highsmith’s talent in delivering the character’s strong emotions through words, and the use of her real life experiences and inspirations that got her to create this sensational book.

As much as I find this book a personal favorite, I wish readers got to see more of Carol’s point of view as well, especially during the emotional struggle of holding onto Therese while fighting for her daughter.

Nonetheless, it is recommended for a slow and warm romance read for those seeking an old fashioned love story between two people who happen to fall in love unexpectedly.

Note: Carol has also been adapted into a film in 2015 starring Cate Blanchett and Rooney Mara, directed by Todd Haynes.

Written

A piece by Ivan Wong

Who are these characters who pretend?
Of what philosophy can they comprehend?
They are those set upon this earthly stage
Who try to perform each and every page
That was purposefully written.

Know you not this Writer?
His words which turns darkness brighter
The written truth revealed by ink on paper
His characters brought to life.

Their shadows which fall on the stage curtain
Mortal players in a world so very uncertain
Yet, their Writer supplies needed direction
A show written and brought to completion.

But this well written play is a tragedy
An unthinkable drama of mutiny
Players who have gone their own way
Defying all that the Writer has to say.
How then shall this stage survive?

Are players to play a role of their choosing?
Does the Playwright not have right to casts?
He decides who comes first and leaves last
Taking heed of him does not mean losing.

Is there any victory that is considered greater
Than actors playing roles determined by their Writer?
There is a kinship that no one sees and it goes unheard
Of the forbearing Writer and actors who know they erred

So, what of us today then?
Players on our own stages
Or writers of the current ages?
What say you?